Pwehhhh....

Still having lonesome feeling...Arghhhhhh....Hate it.

Not so pethatic....having a good life, good friends, good job, good community, good skills, good girl... :) but still got something lost......

Thought it just a little intermezzo, but cannot thrown it away...
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but still feel it..
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but it hurt's....
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but always be there....

Being " not seeing " by someone could make you .......

from the one who still ..... you

Signing off for now
INLIE

i like you so much

Hey, i like you so much, never been said. But, i think you know it, you just don't have the same feeling like me. I hate it, because you always make me feel that you like me but you also cannot tell me or something. Anytime we met, we always look for each other, and then we smile. And talk soooo less. I just ashamed if you catching me watching you all the time when we in the same place... Time like just freezing when i saw you. Really, this just not a bullshit things.

Knowing you for 15 years, and still having that feeling. Cannot blown it away. You just like what i want and what i need, but too bad , we just cannot be together now. I hope something good will happen to us ( keep praying ) , but if you are not mine, i will let my feeling go and just wish you all the best for your life. But for now, i just want you to know that i like you soooooooo much........ cannot cut this feeling right now.

Love You, INLIE

It's been long time since my last post. Hm.... many things happens during that time. Went to Lampung, have great time over there even it was raining the whole day. And next month, i move to my new job. Exciting more and more. Ng...and now already forget what should i write...hahahahah....

Oh ya, i tried this new thing...Power Jump class... tired than before, but i think it could make me more sweaty...hehehhee....quite cool but tired...I just remember, i ever treadmill with sleepy mood( becoz too tired )..hahahaha...luckily i dont' fell down..hahahahahah...

This week, i also clean up my room, throwing things that useless anymore, and i just realize, there are so many garbage at my closet...hahahahhaa...but hey, these garbage things not really a trash like you imagine...hehehehe... just some kind of things i collect since i was young..hahahhaa...

My song books...should let it go, coz already useless and not up to date anymore. And so on, some kind like envelopes and plastics, etc. But that are too many things that i cannot throw it just like that....maybe some like my coins collection, my key chains collection, my papers collection, my old cassettes ( which is really cannot be used anyomre, coz i don't know where to play it ), my friends wedding invitations, my empty angpaos ( off course the cutes one , hehehe ),
my tickets going everywhere( even i collect these things, entrance tickets to anyplace that i ever been :D ), my theatre tickets, and so many things....seriously, when i open it, OMG, thats all was useless things that i dont have to keep it...ahhahahahaahhaha.....just make my cupboard full of these things.

Got to sleep....

Signing off for now
INLIE

Today

Yesterday i went to Sabero House Kemang, visiting another Celebrity Fitness outlet, the place was great but maybe not to crowded... next to McD Cafe .....and then eat at Sushi Underground which is next to McD Cafe....then go home....already tired and we should take some rest...becoz the next day which is today, we are going to Pluit Junction attending Nico's clas..but too bad, the class already cancelled. And again we went to FX and try the new one....Celebrity Fitness VIP...have a good place to play and so on.....seriously the place was great ....really2 VIP.

Today, Go to work at 9 am....doing something....then windy picked me up at 13.30
then to Plaza Senayan buy a white shirt....nad then move to FX again..hanging round then GYM....go back home at 21.00.....tired but fun....

Signing off for now
INLIE

No Title

Last week was a busy week for me...got a lot of things to do...don't have holiday...working all week..

Starting this week, maybe not really got a holiday but i can go back home earlier..but not all day...just pick one or two days. And i choose this day....Just got back home from FX entertainment at Sudirman. Departed from kelapa gading at 13.30..doing something at Kemayoran Mediterania til 14 something and arrived at FX before 15.30...Going around and find restaurant to eat. Finally, eat at Cartel Cafe, Pasta or some kind like Italian Restaurant. Then watch movie at Platinum XXI. And after that, i try AtmostFear....this sliding thing from 7th floor to First floor in 11 or 12 seconds....but it was really FUN...wanna try it again but just lazy to queque...hhehehehhehe...coz this thing really near to the cinema, and tonite they got Aming's movie premiere...so it was really crowded over there...then just window shopping and got back home...HAve a nice day.....since last week got no off day.......hahahahahha...

OMG, got no time to the dentist....hahahahha....should control my " Kawat gigi " again...almost 3 weeks..and OMG again, already 1 am in the morning, got to sleep, coz tomorrow should go at 6 am....wadouw....

signing off for now
INLIE

Today

Today is Last day of September 2008, 3 more months to go before 2009, quite quick crossing this year...
Actually, i already got holiday at 29th September till 5 October 2008, becoz of something, i don't have holiday....actually, i already prepare things for this holiday...buy some dvd series, buy some books, and just cannot enjoy it...how great was that... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

And today , i also lost my voice, got " panas dalam " too bad...
And this " kawat gigi " things make me suffering... should wear it for one year..and until now, it just been 2 weeks..and i don't enjoy it again..hahahahaha....

And now, cannot sleep too...arghhhh.............i hate it...

hm... this morning should got alot of things to do....making final report, doing some reguler work...interview 2 people for being Cashier...picking up Mr Lee from the airport...then go home....hahahahahahah my favourite one....just hope, i have a great Tuesday :)

Review

The year 2008 going to end soon, review for my life until now, do i have anything special? Maybe Yes, maybe No. Hm....Just getting older with a lot of problems.

January, just flow with the situation...start a new year with all of my employees..still do the same job...at the same place..with new time...

February, celebrating Chinese new year...

March, going to Surabaya..having a holiday for one week and got some trouble with Adam air....the first day departured from Jakarta to Surabaya, myplane was delayed for 7 hours..
the day after, i got news from Tv, Adam air was in a huge problems...and the day after that day..Adam air got closed...and i got no ticket to go back to Jakarta..then searching all over the airlines..finally got ticket from air asia..actually, i should go back at Sunday, but my ticket was gone and i got the new one, go back Jakarta at Monday Nite at red eye flight..arrived at Jakarta at Tuesday at 2 am...

April, my grandfather was passed away. Go back to Tebing Tinggi, medan. Have a holiday too.....hehhehehe.....

May, just got the same daily activities...go to work, gym, hanging around and so on

June, travelling to Bali alone...hahahahahaha...have a lot of fun there...meet some new friends..
and start my first week course at the end of June.

July, nothing special at this month....just the same at May....oiya...make passport...going to dentist..

August, my bday month....didn't celebrate it with party..just getting older...have a shocking present..hhahahahaha...and this month, i also passed my Course...

September, got my first assignment at NOvotel Mangga Dua Square. Travelling to Batam and TBK ( Tanjung Balai Karimun ) attending my bestfriend wedding. And its too bad, becoz me and my other friend cannot stay any longer there, we cannot across to Singapore, too bad :(( and at the same month, i using " kawat gigi " and it hurts alot..

the next ...

October, " Lebaran " cannot go anywhere, coz i have to work at that day...cannot having a holiday coz one of my cashier was resign..and i got to help the other one..
and at the 17th+18th October got my second assignment.

November, planning to Lampung...

December , planning to Garut...hehehehe...

but the most urgent planning is find a new JOB.......got to release the old one....make me really really confusing now....pushing me at the end neh....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......