Buat yang baca blog gua ini, jangan bingung yah dengan tanggal2 nya..mang suka ngaco...sampe udah gua benerin berkali2...tetep aja back to error....yah nasib deh....hahahahha....

INLIE

OMG...it's been a long long time since i wrote my last note.

Gak berasa dah 3 bulan kaga nulis apa2.... kadang bingung sih mau nulis apa...
pengen nya sih selalu meluangkan waktu nulis apapun juga....

5 bulan yang lalu, moving to a new place, starting something new...
actually gua gak pernah ngebayangin someday, gua bakal jadi seorang wedding organizer, gak masuk dalam jajaran pilihan pekerjaan buat diri gua.... dulu gua lebih memilih jadi tour guide (too bad, gua gak jago ngomong.. hikss..hikss...)

Arrange someone wedding etc, kinda hard but till now, i enjoyed it so much... ketemu dengan orang2 baru...pokoknya banyak deh pengalaman baru...i'm so happy, walopun gua banyak salah, my seniors always helping me and give me chance to fix and prove it that i can do it better.
Thanks to Pao and Mel, also Astrid.....


For me, my life changes.....

Dari Inly yang boros, jadi Inly yang lumayan menghemat, walopun belakangan ini rada boros, karena jalan2 terus...hihihihh....

Dari Inly yang jarang dandan, jadi Inly yang mesti dandan whole time when i met some clients

Dari Inly yang jarang high heels, jadi Inly yang kalo ngantor tuh mesti high heels mulu....

Dari Inly yang dulu kerjanya have fun mulu, jadi Inly yang lebih serius menjalani hidup (duilee)

Mungkin yang gak berubah dari dulu adalah Inly yang matanya sipit, kalo pas ketawa cuma segaris....(hahahahah, apa coba)

Tapi ada minus nya juga.... karena kerjaan jauh, jadi jarang ngegym...mau dilepas, sayang, gak dilepas, sayang juga jarang di pake...DILEMMA...huh.....

Selain itu, jarang punya kesempatan untuk baca buku lagi....dulu masih sempat baca buku kalo pas mau tidur, sekarang nyentuh bantal aja, dah langsung bobo, pengen nya sih tetep sempat baca pas lagi otw ke kantor, tapi pasti bawaan nya ngantuk...hahahaha....
Walopun bacaan gua gak berat2 amat, tetep aja need concentration.

Maunya sih baca buku pas hari minggu, eh gak sempat juga, karena kalo minggu itu hari marathon dvd series....heheheheh....jadi kepending lagi deh...padahal bacaan numpuk banyak di lemari...

I just hope everything gettin better than ever...

My relationship with my parents, my siblings, my friend going as well as i want.
My life too :P

Signing off for now
INLIE

Today, January 26th, 2009, all chinese people in the world celebrating the New "OX" Year. This year call year of the Earth OX/ Land OX/ Ground OX, i dont know which one, but in bahasa it calls Kerbau Tanah. So many things i love about this chinese new year, the important one was ANGPAO. In chinese tradition, who can give angpao, is the one that already get married. The one that not married yet, couldn't give angpao, coz if they give angpao, it believe they could far from their "jodoh". So for the one, who not maried yet, it's time to collect the angpao before you get married, coz once you get married, it's time for you to give angpao...hahahahahahhaha...

Another things i remembered was the family dinner the night before the D day, the whole big family come and join us together at the family dinner, it's time to hang out together with them.
And when the morning come, it's time to shouting everyone " GONG XI FA CAI, XING NIEN KUAI LE, WAN SHE RU YI etc. And then, It's Angpao time.........

Wearing a new clothes with red colour, having a many many snacks such as cookies, manisan, permen etc, meeting another family some kind like reunion, meeting some old friends, etc, could be one of the most enjoyfull moments at that time...

Today is raining, some of the older people always said, " Rain was good for the day, but it just not like big rain, but only drizziling, coz it means could wash all the bad luck for whole year "

I always love chinese new year, not only for the things i mention before, but also like i come to a new day in a new year, have a great dream and hope for the whole year.

so last but not least, GONG XI FA CAI to everyone who celebrate it....may joy and luck always beside us forever......

Signing off for now,
INLIE

Until today, already 11 days, i joining my new office, still confusing about what to do, just arrange things and so on. This morning, i went to office with my office mate, since her house at Kayu Putih, so i have to wait her near her house. And i take TAXI, don't know the name, but it just like riding my own car, he just playing songs such like Pussycat Dolls etc... GAUL...

Last night, i went to my former office, doing something that have been done yet ( halah2, my english became more lousy ), till midnight. Quite tired, because today, i must wake up earlier in the morning, cause got a lot of things to do...

signing off for now
INLIE

1 December 2008

Today is my brother's birthday also to commemorate AIDS's day also my first day at the new office. Still no idea what to do...but excited about this new job...

But, cannot wear" lancai shirt " again...should wear a formal dress...and cannot watch movie anytime i want...coz got back home late....yeah, not so late, still finish that office hour at 5 pm, but till i got back to home already 7 pm....a little bit tired. Gonna miss my Mal Kelapa Gading, miss everything that i usually do... cannot go home earlier...huaaaaaaaaaaa.....

But, i have a new friends now, make a bigger connection to everything.... wish everything much better than ever....can have a strong muscles.....hahahahahha...using busway to office and must holding or grab that hanger for getting a stabil landing....( ????? )..... if you don't know just try it.. ..hehehehehhehe....or queque at Harmoni central bus....sweaty all the time... hahahahahahha....full of people....yeah yeah...sumthing like that huh......

Hoammmmmmmm...

signing off for now
INLIE

Pwehhhh....

Still having lonesome feeling...Arghhhhhh....Hate it.

Not so pethatic....having a good life, good friends, good job, good community, good skills, good girl... :) but still got something lost......

Thought it just a little intermezzo, but cannot thrown it away...
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but still feel it..
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but it hurt's....
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but always be there....

Being " not seeing " by someone could make you .......

from the one who still ..... you

Signing off for now
INLIE

i like you so much

Hey, i like you so much, never been said. But, i think you know it, you just don't have the same feeling like me. I hate it, because you always make me feel that you like me but you also cannot tell me or something. Anytime we met, we always look for each other, and then we smile. And talk soooo less. I just ashamed if you catching me watching you all the time when we in the same place... Time like just freezing when i saw you. Really, this just not a bullshit things.

Knowing you for 15 years, and still having that feeling. Cannot blown it away. You just like what i want and what i need, but too bad , we just cannot be together now. I hope something good will happen to us ( keep praying ) , but if you are not mine, i will let my feeling go and just wish you all the best for your life. But for now, i just want you to know that i like you soooooooo much........ cannot cut this feeling right now.

Love You, INLIE