Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Pwehhhh....

Still having lonesome feeling...Arghhhhhh....Hate it.
Not so pethatic....having a good life, good friends, good job, good community, good skills, good girl... :) but still got something lost......

Thought it just a little intermezzo, but cannot thrown it away...
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but still feel it..
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but it hurt's....
Thought it just a little intermezzo, but always be there....

Being " not seeing " by someone could make you .......

from the one who still ..... you

Signing off for now
INLIE

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

i like you so much

Hey, i like you so much, never been said. But, i think you know it, you just don't have the same feeling like me. I hate it, because you always make me feel that you like me but you also cannot tell me or something. Anytime we met, we always look for each other, and then we smile. And talk soooo less. I just ashamed if you catching me watching you all the time when we in the same place... Time like just freezing when i saw you. Really, this just not a bullshit things.

Knowing you for 15 years, and still having that feeling. Cannot blown it away. You just like what i want and what i need, but too bad , we just cannot be together now. I hope something good will happen to us ( keep praying ) , but if you are not mine, i will let my feeling go and just wish you all the best for your life. But for now, i just want you to know that i like you soooooooo much........ cannot cut this feeling right now.

Love You, INLIE
It's been long time since my last post. Hm.... many things happens during that time. Went to Lampung, have great time over there even it was raining the whole day. And next month, i move to my new job. Exciting more and more. Ng...and now already forget what should i write...hahahahah....

Oh ya, i tried this new thing...Power Jump class... tired than before, but i think it could make me more sweaty...hehehhee....quite cool but tired...I just remember, i ever treadmill with sleepy mood( becoz too tired )..hahahaha...luckily i dont' fell down..hahahahahah...

This week, i also clean up my room, throwing things that useless anymore, and i just realize, there are so many garbage at my closet...hahahahhaa...but hey, these garbage things not really a trash like you imagine...hehehehe... just some kind of things i collect since i was young..hahahhaa...

My song books...should let it go, coz already useless and not up to date anymore. And so on, some kind like envelopes and plastics, etc. But that are too many things that i cannot throw it just like that....maybe some like my coins collection, my key chains collection, my papers collection, my old cassettes ( which is really cannot be used anyomre, coz i don't know where to play it ), my friends wedding invitations, my empty angpaos ( off course the cutes one , hehehe ),
my tickets going everywhere( even i collect these things, entrance tickets to anyplace that i ever been :D ), my theatre tickets, and so many things....seriously, when i open it, OMG, thats all was useless things that i dont have to keep it...ahhahahahaahhaha.....just make my cupboard full of these things.

Got to sleep....

Signing off for now
INLIE